Saturday, September 30, 2006 at 4:14 AM
SUP people. Exam period is nearing by.
Tension is occuring in every one of us.
Good luck to all my mates! (:
All the best, get FANT. results.
Havent been using the bloody com for the whole week except for doing literature assignment. Have been getting hell from my mother. Im sick of it, you wont know how it feels to be me. feeling so tired. i've been studying but do you see? you never know, becos' you're busy with many things.. you always say you have higher expectations for me. you've given up hope for the other, & you hope to see some results from me. But dont you ever think how stress i will feel? ya, you give me pressure, push me, to study.. imagine your own mother last time pushing you to study, its being FORCED, not from your own, to study. forcing doesnt always help many a times. thats what i believe. i can score well, if i know my facts well. ya, but if i have no heart to study nothing helps. at least i still have the heart. i study, and i really do. i know, you do everything for me, just for me. cos you care. But from care, become to more than care. it becomes like, yelling and screaming and hurtings. feel lost. you dont think i dont reflect after you reprimand me. i really did ok.. you wont understand because you never understand me. understanding me, is like, knowing how i feel. you should give me jing shen shang de zhi chi er bu shi zhe xie da han de ma, wo xing hen tong de.. you dunno, you really wont know. i reflect, think over, consider, see what helps for me.. YOU DUNNO. ):
saddified, alright ADIOS.